the Renaissance
SUPERHERO!
Brandi
I need to make mention of my current projects and especially the reason for those projects:
"Brandi Nichelle Hoffman".

Brandi was more than a friend whose soul touched me in a way I can never really describe. Our relationship was so unique that I have tried to explain what we had in the past and have failed miserably every time. This was the sort of loving friendship that can only be defined by God and His angels. This much I CAN say, I have never loved and cared for another person as much as I did Brandi. She had literally taught me how to love another person more than I could ever love myself. My personal faith believes that while we are here, love is the great commission. Brandi fulfilled that commission with stellar grades.
On December 12th, 2009 Brandi had departed this world and for me, the rest of my life is the day after. I will never forget you Brandi. How could I?
I will honor that day forever. I honor her memory with tears and the inexplicable sadness that gives the sort of driving power that can only come from tragedy. Brandi had written her very own story entitled, "Brandi Bear". I promised her years ago I would illustrate her book and kept putting it off. My regrets run deep "Little Bear". But "Big Bear" will fulfill his promise and he prays that you can see him working and will forgive him for his procrastination.
Someday Bear, we will see each other again. That is my most sincere wish. This is my "Hopedream".
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“Master, what is the best way to meet the loss of one we love?” “By knowing that when we truly love, it is never lost. It is only after death that the depth of the bond is truly felt, and our loved one becomes more a part of us than was possible in life.” -Based on the Tao of Kung Fu: “The Soul only Records Growth” From the Kung Fu Television series based on the lessons of Tao (yinyangnature Youtube video).
______________________________________________________________ Projects Underway: Written by Brandi Hoffman
Brandi Bear
a Story about Love, Life, and the Things that Matter
Illustrated by Jerry deCaire
Illustrations Will be Coming Soon...
_________________________________________________________________________________________________ James Duel, “the Which-When-Man”, defies linear time in a desperate plea to circumvent a tragedy that has robbed him of his past, present, and future. Destroyed and disillusioned he fights to reclaim the love that was meant to be, to reassert his destiny apart from the parallel world he now finds himself in. Where hope was promised, he found despair, and where a bright future, desolation and loneliness. The chains of grief, regret, and deep remorse borne from negligence and a refusal to believe the “signs”, have led him on his path of redemption. And as much as we ask of ourselves which way are we going, James must ask of himself, which “when” is he going in his bid to right a terrible wrong. NDE©

The Which-When-Man©
I am writing and illustrating a book which deals with the scientific, anecdotal, and philosophical arguments in support of the existence of non-local consciousness. This is a book about the afterlife.
I am interested in the theoretical and anecdotal research that supports the validity of “Near Death Experiences”. I wish to challenge the present day explanatory models of NDE’s which include the “God Helmet”, stimulation of the angular gyrus, electromagnetic stimulation of the temporal lobes, and chemically induced states by conducting interviews with those who have had NDE’s and documenting comparative accounts. My approach to understanding NDE phenomenon relies less on traditional religious teachings and more upon the anecdotal accounts of near death experiencers as well as the cutting edge and often controversial research of imminent scientists. Theoretical models derived from quantum principles that seem to support the possibility of non-local consciousness were initially suggested by Max Planck and his notion of a “Matrix” of consciousness, and later contemporary Roger Penrose postulated the theory of quantum gravity effects which could account for an immortal conscience. I also wish to take a closer look at Dr. Stuart Hameroff’s theory that microtubules, serving as computational mediators, could allow for quantum processing within the brain. I want to particularly take a closer look at Bob Lanza’s “Biocentrism” as a theory for non-local consciousness and especially the tests that demonstrate that the principle of superposition and quantum “weirdness” works its way up into the macro universe as demonstrated by larger molecules. My professional art background will serve me well as research will be graphically supported with illustrations destined for publication. Also, this book will include a fictional Graphic Novel, “The Which-When Man” that will borrow upon existing scientific theories and anecdotal accounts of astral travel and NDE and OBE that will allow for time travel and thus “second chances”.
technique and often produced works with challenging media that another medium could have produced with similar results only far faster and easier.
This appears to be pencil or even a wash, but the softness conveyed is from the tip of a ballpoint pen working in crosshatch fashion to insure the delicate “graying” that you see here. graphite work lends itself well towards the embellishment of my book on near death- experiences. I have always favored works that were less rigid and more transitional in their impressionistic appeal. "Ballerina" and physicality draws me in and I am curious. No doubt I discovered her at an elitist social gathering of powerful figures in a stately mansion with checkered tiles, circular interior balcony, complete with the In this piece, my goal ©The Which-When Man is the property of Jerry deCaire/Created 02/20/2004 ________________________________________________________________________ The fictional illustrated story of the Which-When Man, based on NDE research, will be similar to the quality of art found here in my Werewolf the Apocalypse: Children of Gaia:
will be similar in “style”and quality
to artwork that supports my work on
NDE’s & Non-Local Consciousness
and will grow progressively more
abstract in each piece.
"the Christ"
Years ago, I took great pride in my
The ethereal feeling of this

There is something here that beckons me to explore
this further. The radical interpretation of the model’s
physique denotes other-worldly qualities while the headdress serves to mask who this woman truly is.Despite her obvious willingness to display her physical attributes, her soul remains her own even ifit is a lost soul. A peculiar merging of spirituality
butler playing Claire de Lune on his grand piano. "Anonymaterialism"
was to merge realism with abstraction
so that the figure becomes almost
unrecognizable. Here,
the human figure serves as design.
Nevertheless, the representational
influence is there.

"Astral Enigma"

"Quantum Consciousness"
"the Non-Local 'ME'"

